Forgive Thyself II-Season of the Bride

I am in the season where the Lord is shoving the desire to be married down my throat!

I find myself praying and hoping to be recognized by my king; to experience the intimacy, peace, joy, passion, and woes that come with being one with him, as we are one with Christ.

I knew this day would eventually come so I never gave thought to it. Yet still, nothing could have prepared me for the unrest I feel in this season of the bride.

This is the season to be recognized by him. It is so close my Spirit testifies! I can see the crowd of witnesses, the sound of his “I do”, the smell of his fragrance, the sweetness of lips, and the warmth of his touch. 

Nonetheless, I am so nervous! 

I do not feel like I have worked on myself enough to be presented as a treasure. I still have a lot of flaws; I am not always patient, not always kind, I am mostly self-absorbed, and I keep track of wrongdoings.

My season of love is here, yet I feel unprepared.

Why?

Till we meet again,

Keep the crowns upright,

And your bride price high.